So here I am, in the middle of a FAST. I'd like to think I'm doing this for health purposes, but truthfully, it's more of an emotional, mental, and spiritual thing. The bonus is that when I couple it with certain rules that benefit my physical health, it's a Win/Win. Of course, I'm not fasting from food completely. It seems to be more of a cleansing; a detox. I'm quite enjoying it, actually. But I will tell you, I'm not counting calories, watching my portions, or even eating very clean. I should be ashamed of myself. . .but I'm not. Instead, I'm rather proud of the fact that although I'm eating some frozen foods, loads of preservatives, and sometimes going back for seconds, I am NOT eating chocolate, drinking pop or alcohol, abstaining from fast foods, and not consuming anything after 7 p.m. For the last 7 days. That's a new record for me. All the things that I've mentioned above are things that I have struggled with for years and the things that I truly believe have put me in the physical handicap that I've found myself in for the last 5 years. I'm 7 days sober. So I am proud. I'm mastering these things, and as it becomes habit and second nature to refrain from these addictions, I'll slowly learn to eat cleaner and limit myself in other ways. Baby steps, I tell ya. This is the way to success for me it seems.
I have not been running. Ever since we arrived home from vacation, it's been rough. Now that I've gotten over the initial withdrawals of abstaining from all of my other addictions, I am ready to concentrate once again on my goal. No, I have not lost all vision. I WILL become a Marathon Mom one of these days. I desperately want that for myself. Time to climb back on the horse. I plan on running this evening with my new pal, Ms. Pepper Potts. Here she is, my new running partner.
I hope she can keep up! |
I have no advice for running, as I'm not YET a runner myself, but I love that your dog is named Ms. Pepper Potts :)
ReplyDeleteAnd Congratulations on being 7 days sober!!